"How"

Ohhh

I have been searching for your touch
Unlike any touch I’ve ever known
And I never thought about you much
Til I’m broken down and all alone, ohhh

Though I don’t understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I’m asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I’d kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?

I can feel it in my guts
What’s going on with him now
And don’t patronise me with lies
I’m a man, be a woman now, ohhh

I have been bound by the shackles of love
And I don’t mind if I die tied up, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I’m asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I’d kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?
But how?
But how?

Ohh yeh
Why must we be so ugly
And please do not think ill of me
Why does the one you love
Become the one who makes you want to cry
Why?
Why?
Why?

(And how?
How?)

But I don’t understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
~Maroon 5
*currently*
13th Oct 201423:1845 notes

how emotionally taxing he is. 

How are you supposed to believe someone when they say they are in love with you, when they are only in love with you when they aren’t with someone else, and they are with someone else most of the time. 

I’m getting tired of this cat and mouse game. 

fireflylightsdesign:

True story.

OH HOW NAIEVE I WAS. TAKE ME BACK. 

When someone you last kissed nearly a decade ago, someone you cried over for years after they left, makes an seemingly casual appearance, and it’s still the most natural, safe feeling when he holds your hand again and kisses you goodnight.

Are starting to bum me out. On top of some other emotional drama. 

I just want to be cuddled with some tea and a fireplace going, and fall asleep with my head in someone’s lap. 

arielpunchesdemons:

This is the most accurate thing I’ve ever seen in my ENTIRE LIFE

DYING.

(via psych-facts)

No matter how they try to convince you. 

  • birthday celebrations
  • being with family and friends
  • one of my closest lady friends flying out for my birthday
  • back to a job I dislike, but getting a big raise and being considered incredibly valuable 
  • getting back into eating better
  • being excited about cooking food and trying to recipes
  • booking tickets to minneapolis
  • celebrating my favorite holiday with my best college buddies
  • costume planning
  • 2 art jobs this month
  • SO CLOSE TO GETTING MY SHOP RUNNING. I mean it this time. Once I have a day i’m not working… y’all better be ready. 
  • temperatures cooling down a bit
  • pretending to do fall things
  • making a little time to craft
  • oktoberfest with family and friends <3 
  • going to pole dance a lot more soon. once I have nights free. 

Falling things the last week. I just want all the cozy things.
Dreamcatcher made by me as well.

I’m so ready to crawl into a hole and never come out again. 

I hate people. 

My lady love is heeerrreeeeeeee!!!

Back to working full time and part time. Don’t know how I feel about it, or many things lately, but I’m going to forget about it until after I’m done celebrating my birthday with my lovely ladies.

Couldn’t be more thankful for all my friends, no matter how close or far they are.

❤️

When I miss the mini apple so much I just HAVE to go back. 

I’m just guessing there’s going to be some spooktacular times though. ;)

I need a cuddle buddy. Stat. 

Opaque  by  andbamnan